Tuesday, July 04, 2006

A Boring Life?

As I mentioned several entries ago, I've been transcribing my diaries, journals and letters.

In 1969, I was 13.

I was complaining to my son as I was transcribing this diary because it was so boring.
Sunday: Pathfinders
Monday: School
Tuesday: Piano
Wednesday: Mom goes to school
Thursday: Skating
Friday: Clean up
Saturday: Church
And my diary entries go on like this, week after week.

My son raised his eyebrow and said, "And that's boring compared to now?" and began to list my daily activities.
Sunday: Computer
Monday: Computer
Tuesday: Computer
Wednesday: Computer
Thursday: Computer
Friday: Computer
Saturday: Computer
I laughed and laughed and laughed.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Church Blessings

Last weekend, after we returned home from the lake, my youngest son asked if he could come to church with me and bring a friend. The friend is an international student from China that my son has been paired with to help him become more comfortable with English. Apparently he'd heard from other international students that many of them have been taken to church by the students they're paired with. He's never been to church and so asked my son if he could come with him. Why my son picked my church instead of his own or his dad's is beyond me (well, his own church was having a picnic so that might be why) but that was cool. And the friend brought a friend.

We don't meet in a church building but in a legion hall. The bar is to the right of where we sit and the bingo board is up above the worship band. And that Sunday we had a guest worship band that played LOUDLY! But they seemed to enjoy themselves and even got pressed into helping put the place back in order when church was done (ready for the legion's bingo game in the evening). In addition, the associate pastor invited them to start Bible studies and, according to him, they agreed--on the grounds of an opportunity to learn more English. So cool!

The associate pastor has kept in touch with my son's friend and so this past Saturday, at a special booth our church had up for a community street party, the friend who'd only been at our church once and never to another church before then, was helping out, handing out pamphlets and telling anyone who'd listen all about our church. I didn't know this and was so surprised to see him pulling up to church on again on Sunday morning.

I arrived in church just in time to hear the announcement about a building we're hoping to buy. We have no money for a building. We don't even pay our pastors. Our congregation is very tiny but we made the offer to purchase anyway, with no money down. They've accepted the offer! The amazing thing about this is the location. Our church has a particular neighbourhood we want to reach out to--the local equivalent of Haight and Ashbury. There is one block that is considered the main strip of this community, a busy thoroughfare lined with unique (and sometimes strange) stores and restaurants of various kinds. Of course the community is much bigger than this one block and our building scouts were looking in the entire area. But this building is right smack dab in the middle of the main strip.

A variance is needed to turn the building into a church and a variance requires community support. Would the building's neighbours who welcome drag queens also welcome us? Yesterday at the neighbourhood party, two of the business leaders of the community came up to our pastor at our little booth and told him how glad they are that we're buying the building. They're not happy with what's been going on there and welcome our presence. Wow! Is that God or what? Furthermore, a church 1000 miles away from us has donated $10,000 towards the building. I can't imagine having a store-front presence in the heart of this neighbourhood. Just absolutely amazing!

God, thank you for the blessings you've been pouring down on my church. We aren't deserving and yet you give anyway! Enable us to be wise with what you've given us. Enable us to be light to our neighbourhood and to all those who walk through our doors. May we show love to all--those who appeal to us and those who don't. Give us wisdom and courage and strength. Give us grace to be like You.

Island Getaway

My small group from church went away last weekend to the island cottage of one group member's parents. There were ten of us in three vehicles. All of us, our baggage and all our food had to be ferried across to the island in a small hull of a boat with a small motor. It took three trips and the boat was low in the water. Getting in was scary for me--I was sure I'd tip the boat and send all our possessions to the bottom--but the "boat master" was very gentle, patient and helpful and I managed without incident.

The cottage used to be a homestead, the family raising dairy cows. On an island? Apparently! I guess they could cross them on the ice in the winter, but imagine the difficulties, especially if they had school-age children! They could cross to the mainland by boat in the summer and in the winter they could trudge through the snow or be pulled on a sleigh with horses but what about the in between seasons when the ice was either forming or melting? They'd be island-bound!

It sure was a peaceful place, however. The old homestead has been added to. The original being one very large room, now the living/dining room. Added to it are two bedrooms; a large kitchen; a screened verandah; a sunroom where we ate many of our meals, looking out over a narrow straight of water and a large, roofed deck that overlooked the larger body of the lake. I enjoyed the rocking chair on the deck until I discovered that the bright sun in my eyes was causing me problems and had to retreat indoors. Some of the furniture inside is very old and must have belonged to the original owners. Obviously, moving furniture on and off an island is no easy feat, and so there were heavy pieces with ornate carvings, three wood-burning stoves of various kinds and sizes and even a pump organ--not working because mice have chewed holes in the bellows.

The outhouse deserves special mention. This was no ordinary place of contemplation. There were steps leading to the door and three LARGE windows covered with lace curtains. They said no one could see in but I have my doubts and surely at night, when one turned on the electric light in there, all could be seen. The walls held needlepoint and paintings and the toilet paper rested in a cloth-lined basket. On a stand sat a basin and jug of water and instead of a board with a hole cut in, we used an actual toilet--but please wrap the used tissue in a page of old phone book and toss in wastebasket. Despite the view of the lake from the windows on the front of the outhouse, out the side window, on a nearby shed, hung a framed, scenic painting for our viewing pleasure.

Each couple was assigned a meal to plan and prepare, so we ate very well. Breakfast was eggs benedict, lunch was fruit salad and hot-from-the-oven biscuits and supper was shishkabobs, corn on the cob and baked potatoes with all the fixings.

My husband came along (see "On the Right Path" for my turmoil about inviting him) and seemed to enjoy himself. Everyone else seemed to like him too, though amazingly he kept to himself a lot. I'm not sure why. He has since announced that he'd like to start coming to my church regularly. I have mixed feelings about that but I know God is in control and that He has promised to heal our marriage so I have to let go and let God do what He wills.

Saturday, July 01, 2006

A 15-year-old's Dream

Written just before my 16th birthday:

I’ve been talking to [a former missionary to China] about my career but I still haven’t decided absolutely sure except that I wish to serve humanity and spread to others the peace I know in Christ.

I got married two years later and instead of fulfilling this dream, I turned from God. After I returned to Him 5-6 years after leaving Him, I was caught up in living my life as a mom and wife in a difficult marriage. It's only been in the last couple of years that I see this desire starting to be met and that only slowly. Did it take me this long (I'm 50 years old) to prepare?

And yet I'm reminded of a story that was forwarded to me a long time ago. A man asked God what he could do for Him so God pointed him to a boulder and told him to push it. The man pushed it almost all day every day but after a few years he came back to God and complained that he hadn't been able to move it at all.

"I didn't ask you to move it," said God, "only push it. But this hasn't been wasted time. Look at yourself!"

And when the man did, he saw that he had developed a fine set of muscles.

Perhaps the last 34 years have been my time of boulder pushing.

Lord, please enable me to serve you in whatever way You desire.